drama life

yesterday i went to see a drama with colleague in lab. not until getting into the performance hall did i know that they all presented in Taiwanese. actually i can recognize the language in 55%, and rest part could just only be  depended on their tone or gesture,something like that to complete the understanding of  the whole story. the director was sincerely bowing on the stage , this was the last show in LIFE series. really excellent.

Ritter,

‎D: you attract it.

Your misfortune I mean 
There are those who attract it
There are those who repel it.

V: do you understand me to oddities and suffocate in monotony.

V:glossop had a decisive influence on me

R: She didn’t know what had made her put on your dress trousers.

R: While we were sweltering in this humidity almost suffocating, our Ludwig was on vacation

D: music is very often a salvation

R: you’re right. But soon we’ll not even be able to bear listening to music when suddenly and then forever our ears hate music because we misuse it in order to survive so to speak.

V: a mathematical solution naturally solved absolutely mathematically. How miserable I feel sometimes just like a dying man then suddenly everything’s all right again because I think that I shall overcome everything just by thinking, not by being thoughtful, by thinking.

V:Lack of comprehension is the one bond between myself and my sisters.

V:Don’t think I’m going to commit suicide, which is what my relatives are afraid of. It’s an idea of course, but I demand a natural death whatever that may be. I shan’t do away with myself, never fear. So even during my first stay, they let me keep my suspenders. Death after all comes to us of itself when we want it, we don’t have to use force.

V:We have our terminal disease and know that we shall die of it. We can hasten this process of dying, hold it up, drag it out, if we want to. But of course we know that all that is just a matter of short space of time, and we say to ourselves at least let us pursue this thought a bit further, throw that one away, write this line down complete the chapter, that’s what gives us our greatest pleasure, that’s why we go on existing for no other reason. For except that we think and cling to what we think as far as we can. 
because we wanted to invigorate our thinking to replace something stale with something completely new.

all ties to relatives etcetera broken off for that purpose alone.
we cannot think when we are tied to people and their needs.

when we've signed a contract, we have to break it. Contracts are fatal.the whole humanity is held together by contracts, and is suffocated by those contracts.

those who spawned us have ill rewarded us for being their children. we are after all not the product of their minds.

Voss straighten up to his full height and jerks the tablecloth toward him so that everything on the table is scattered on the floor.
an étude my child
so that i don't lose my touch
only an étude

hissing
parasites
screaming
histrionic perversity
- Voss - 7 Sep 2011 
in this period of anti-art
in this epoch of dilettantism

Ritter
in the attic
are you satisfied now
megalomania
nervousness is an affliction
infantilism

congregation of hypocrites
chronic despondency

the clock must go
fought for a hundred years against illiteracy
and achieved nothing


Ritter
there's nothing nicer
than a rainy afternoon in bed.
All three drink coffee
 8 Sep 2011