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NDDS:　《Histoire du visuel au XXe siècle》《La photographie contemporaine》《Photographie plasticienne, l'extrême contemporain》《Malaise dans l'esthétique》

LIST:《the way we were》《The Shock Doctrine: The Rise of Disaster Capitalism》
《布穀鳥之夏》《面子》《紅字》《膜》
《銀河映像，難以想像：韋家輝+杜琪峰+創作兵團》


this list seems to be so familiar : P 
Yap hv time to read finally : ) 


oh i wanna have a short hair cut!

the elements of style

  In the days when I was sitting in his class, he omitted so many needless words, and omitted them so forcibly and with such eagerness and obvious relish, that he often seemed in the position of having short-changed himself, a man left with nothing more to say yet with time to fill, a radio prophet who had outdistanced the clock.Will Strunk got out of this predicament by a simple trick: he uttered every sentence three times.
 The professor devotes a special paragraph to the vile expression “the fact that,” a phrase that causes him to quiver with revulsion. The expression, he says, should be “revised out of every sentence in which it occurs.”


There were a great number of dead leaves lying on the ground.
dead leaves covered the ground.
At dawn the crowing of a rooster could be heard.
the cock's crow came with dawn
the reason he left college was that his health became impaired.
failing health compelled him to leave college.
it was not long before he was very sorry that he had said what he had.
he soon repented his word. 


the antithesis of negative and positive is strong.
not charity, but simple justice.
or negative words other than not are usually strong. 

i've been living to be alive

arctic

note

camera: konica hexar black 
film: double x 
iso: 250
xtol : 10 min 
fixer B : 1min 
arctic/Enno

I can watch the country side, and I can fall asleep.

My family tree's losing all its leaves,crashing towards the driver's seat,the lightning bolt made enough heatto melt the street beneath your feet.Alice died,in the night,I've been learning to drive.My whole life,I've been learning.

I left the door ajar

Sell me a sign.I'll cut the telephone line. Just to keep expectations alive

In this nervous disease .There's a cure I need
Let the medecine get to the bone

nuClear power

村上春樹さん：カタルーニャ国際賞スピーチ原稿全文 -> translation : objectified archetype

Mom i saw a fairy on the screen

But I can still hear it beating

note my little princess

Collapse Into Now,It Happened Today

nasty oil pasting on a sheep

"我每次跟生人第一次見面，都會請對方談十分鐘。然後從對方所談的內容的正好相反的觀點來掌握對方。你覺得我這樣做是錯誤的嗎? "

"不，我想或許你的做法是正確的。"

那如果是一見面就打算說謊的人呢? 因為是謊言，所以連相反都稱不上呢。如果玄虛是存在的東西，那麼他的存在大概就比玄虛更不存在。 

不說  謊。 

但謊又是什麼?謊是描述不真實，也有可能是對真實的相反描述，也有可能是真實的疊疊矯飾，但他圍繞著真實，刻意的繞著它旋轉小心翼翼不要碰觸。還要記得加一點點調味粉，讓她更逼近真實的味道。

但其實不管是什麼想怎麼努力說怎麼說都假。

從塔那邊伸出一座附有莊重屋頂的穿廊，一直線的與別館相連。這所謂的別館也是一幢奇怪的東西，不過至少它令人感覺到一貫的主題。可以稱為"思想的相反性"的東西。其中飄散著一種類似一頭驢子左右兩邊各放友同量的飼料桶，卻無法決定該從哪一邊開始吃，終於就那樣逐漸餓死之類的悲哀。


"不過坦白說和說明真實又是兩件事。坦白和真實之間的關係，就像船頭和船尾的關係一樣。首先事先出現坦白，最後真實才出現。那時間的差異和船的規模成正比例。巨大事物的真實比較不容易出現。也有可能要等到我們這輩子都結束以後，才好不容易出現。所以即使我沒向你顯示真實，那既不是我的責任，也不是你的責任。"


"世界是凡庸的。這點沒錯。那麼世界是不是一開始就凡庸的呢?不對。世界一開始是混沌的。混沌不是凡庸。凡庸化是從人類把生活和生產手段分化之後才開始的。而馬克思由於設定了無產階級而把那凡庸固定化。因此史達林主義才直接與馬克思主義結合。我是肯定馬克思的。因為他是還記得原始混沌的少數天才之一。在相同的意義上，我也是肯定杜斯妥也夫斯基。不過我並不認同馬克思主義，那未免太過凡庸。


被限定的執拗想法。

不是如何表現的問題，是不知道要表現什麼。


我把"自由意志"這語言儲存在頭腦裡，然後用左手的姆指和食指抓一下耳朵。鏡子裡的我也做了完全相同的動作。看起來他也好像把"自由意志"這語言儲存在頭腦裡了。


"你已經死了，對吧。"


"為什麼不能不死?"
"關於這個我不太想說。因為那樣會變成在自我辯護。你不覺得沒有比死人在做自我辯護更難堪的事嗎?"


"人都很軟弱。"
"這是一班論哪。不管搬出幾種一般論，人都去不了什麼地方。我現在說的事非常個人的事。"
"所謂軟弱是身體裡面逐漸腐敗的東西。簡直就像爛瘡一樣。我從十五歲前後開始一直繼續有那種感覺。所以我總是很焦躁。自己體內確實有什麼在腐敗中，或許說自己可以持續地這樣感覺，你知道這到底是怎麼回事嗎?"
"可是所謂真正的軟弱是和真正的堅強一樣稀有的東西喲。一種對於不斷被黑暗拉進去的軟弱你是不會瞭解的。而且這種東西實際上就存在這個世界上。並不能把一切事情都用一般論來解決。"

haven't chosen one

Lia ICES - (un)Chosen One ( live ) from lna on Vimeo.

Give up, give up, i write it like a mantra 

there's been enough enough hopelessness and banter 

i'm not alive to whine, it's an honor just to be here

it's an honor just to be here alive

in the hush the hush , i got fire colts and power

there's been enough enough, treading in yer water

i'm not alive to cry, it's an honor just to be here

it's an honor just to be here, be here alive 

these are our lives, these are our lives, these are them after all

i'm not about to leave up to how my cards are drawn

the four leave clover'll bring you under, dark horse won't get you hone

i still feel lucky even if i'm not yer chosen one

gone gone gone gone, the words lose all their meaning

i ain't alive to beg, it's an honor just to be here 

i got better plans you don't want to be a part of 

and i 'm back where i started, started alive

these are our lives , these are our lives, these are them after all

i'm not about to leave up to how my cards are drawn

the four leave clover'll bring you under, dark horse won't get you home 

i still feel lucky even if i'm not yer chosen one  

Annecy

Dripped from ChezEddy on Vimeo.
http://www.annecy.org/annecy-2011/festival:en/official-selection