le ravissement de lol v stein - Marguerite Duras
「這片樹林，火車從更遠處經過。田野裡一點兒日影都見不到，可那天倔是陽光燦爛的，我眼睛疼。」
「可是前天有太陽嗎？」
她沒注意。前天她看到了什麼？她目前正處在連續地認出地點、事物的機械性進程中，是這些東西，她不會弄錯，我們正是在開向T濱城的火車上。她在一個好像對她暫時有用的腳手架上堆積著樹林、小麥、耐心。
她非常專注於尋求重見的東西，她是頭一次這樣遠地離我而去。可是，不時地她就朝我轉過頭來並向我微笑，就像 ---- 我不該如此認為 --- 某個不會遺忘的人一樣。
接近在所短，困擾著她，最後她幾乎一直說個不停。我沒有全部聽清楚，我一直把她抱在懷裡。就像有人吐了，我們要輕輕抱住他。我也開始看這些不可毀滅的地點，它們此時成了我來臨的地點。我進入勞兒. V. 施泰因的記憶的那一刻到了。
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我拒絕可能使我們分開的終結到來，拒絕它得輕而易舉。它那令人神傷的簡單易行，而既然我拒絕這一個，我就接受了另一個，一個有待發明的、我所不知的、還沒有人創造出來的終結：勞兒. V. 施泰因沒有終結的終結，沒有終結的初始。
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我和她一起在等我自己：大海終於漲潮了，海水一塊一塊地淹沒藍色的沙洲，沙洲帶著同樣的緩慢漸漸地失去自己的個性，與大海融為一體，這片沙洲這樣了，其他的在等待著它們的輪迴。沙洲的消亡使勞兒充滿了嚴重的憂傷，她等待，預料這一消亡的出現，看到了它，她認出了它。
Saturday, September 27, 2014
AUTOMATE THIS: How algorithms came to rule the world
High-frequency trading
High-frequency trading (HFT) is a primary form of algorithmic trading in finance.[1] Specifically, it is the use of sophisticated technological tools and computer algorithms to rapidly trade securities.[2][3][4] HFT uses proprietary trading strategies carried out by computers to move in and out of positions in seconds or fractions of a secon (From Wikipedia)
Black–Scholes equation
The key financial insight behind the equation is that one can perfectly hedge the option by buying and selling the underlying asset in just the right way and consequently "eliminate risk". This hedge, in turn, implies that there is only one right price for the option, as returned by the Black–Scholes formula .
Gaussian Copula (probability theory)
euler's formula : Graph Planarity
http://www.personal.kent.edu/~rmuhamma/GraphTheory/MyGraphTheory/planarity.htm
Game theoryhttp://episte.math.ntu.edu.tw/articles/mm/mm_01_3_05/
High-frequency trading (HFT) is a primary form of algorithmic trading in finance.[1] Specifically, it is the use of sophisticated technological tools and computer algorithms to rapidly trade securities.[2][3][4] HFT uses proprietary trading strategies carried out by computers to move in and out of positions in seconds or fractions of a secon (From Wikipedia)
Black–Scholes equation
As above, the Black–Scholes equation is a partial differential equation, which describes the price of the option over time. The equation is:
The key financial insight behind the equation is that one can perfectly hedge the option by buying and selling the underlying asset in just the right way and consequently "eliminate risk". This hedge, in turn, implies that there is only one right price for the option, as returned by the Black–Scholes formula .
Gaussian Copula (probability theory)
euler's formula : Graph Planarity
http://www.personal.kent.edu/~rmuhamma/GraphTheory/MyGraphTheory/planarity.htm
Polyphonic's algorithm:
advanced spectral deconvolution, by using Fourier transform to isolate the melody, rhythm, beat, and so on.
Lisp (programming language)
Beatles
The first chords
The first chords
The Beatles - "A Hard Day's Night"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zSm0M-BbVdY
Game theoryhttp://episte.math.ntu.edu.tw/articles/mm/mm_01_3_05/
Zoobiquity: The Astonishing Connection Between Human and Animal Health
Zoobiquity: What Animals Can Teach Us About Health and the Science of Healing by cardiologist Natterson Horowitz and journalist Kathryn Bowers
The authors share real clinical cases and further imply how the disease processes in humans and the animal kingdom have commonality. The authors believe that understanding disease processes in animals will benefit humans, as well as animals.
About Cancer
Peto's Paradox:
the incidence of cancer does not appear to correlate with the number of cells in an organism. For example the incidence of cancer in humans is much higher than the incidence of cancer in whales. Evidence suggests that large organisms such as elephants have more cancer suppressor genes. (From Wikipedia).
Too much drinking, excess sunlight and also obesity might alter the DNA sequences and further yield various types of cancer.
About Cardio
The authors share real clinical cases and further imply how the disease processes in humans and the animal kingdom have commonality. The authors believe that understanding disease processes in animals will benefit humans, as well as animals.
About Cancer
Peto's Paradox:
the incidence of cancer does not appear to correlate with the number of cells in an organism. For example the incidence of cancer in humans is much higher than the incidence of cancer in whales. Evidence suggests that large organisms such as elephants have more cancer suppressor genes. (From Wikipedia).
Too much drinking, excess sunlight and also obesity might alter the DNA sequences and further yield various types of cancer.
About Cardio
Takotsubo cardiomyopathy :
a type of non-ischaemic cardiomyopathy in which there is a sudden temporary weakening of the myocardium. Because this weakening can be triggered by emotional stress, such as the death of a loved one, a break-up, or constant anxiety, it is also known as broken heart syndrome. (From Wikipedia)
Capture myopathy:
a type of non-ischaemic cardiomyopathy in which there is a sudden temporary weakening of the myocardium. Because this weakening can be triggered by emotional stress, such as the death of a loved one, a break-up, or constant anxiety, it is also known as broken heart syndrome. (From Wikipedia)
Capture myopathy:
or Shock Disease, is a little-studied condition observed in wild animals such as hares and birds that have been captured or handled.[2] The condition is usually lethal and stress has been identified as the single most determining factor, exacerbated by muscle exertion. (From Wikipedia)
使動物加速逃離威脅的是一種強有力的神經化學反應：兒茶酚胺大量釋放(Catecholamine dump) 。然而如果過度催逼，超過了安全界限，兒茶酚胺有可能會徹底擊垮骨骼與心肌，造成他們陷入癱瘓。等到相當數量的骨骼肌損傷，會有大量的肌肉蛋白被釋放、進入血液中。這些蛋白質會傷害腎臟功能，最終導致腎臟完全停工。這種肌肉損傷醫學名詞叫做「橫紋肌溶解」(rhabdomyolysis , abb. rhabdo). 腎臟無法濾除的有毒肌肉酵素會使尿液呈紅褐色。
Note: 同樣情況也會發生在屠宰場的動物身上，因此如何在屠宰時減輕動物的壓力，在部分畜牧業者體認到這點。
Note: 在QT 延長症候群中，由於離子通道功能異常，導致心臟活動的QT節段時間過度延長。這種病會讓患者容易產生致命的心律不整。該症候群可能是遺傳亦或是後天。許多藥物(包括某些抗生素、抗憂鬱藥物和抗組織胺)和某些電解質失衡(如嚴重嘔吐或腹瀉），都有可能引起QT延長症候群。
溫哥華動物園曾有四頭斑馬死魚捕捉性肌病。可是他們並沒有被追殺。實際上壓力源是被安置在斑馬圍欄裡兩隻駭人的南非水牛(Cape Buffalo)，而柵欄和壕溝讓動物無法逃脫。
Note: 同樣情況也會發生在屠宰場的動物身上，因此如何在屠宰時減輕動物的壓力，在部分畜牧業者體認到這點。
Note: 在QT 延長症候群中，由於離子通道功能異常，導致心臟活動的QT節段時間過度延長。這種病會讓患者容易產生致命的心律不整。該症候群可能是遺傳亦或是後天。許多藥物(包括某些抗生素、抗憂鬱藥物和抗組織胺)和某些電解質失衡(如嚴重嘔吐或腹瀉），都有可能引起QT延長症候群。
溫哥華動物園曾有四頭斑馬死魚捕捉性肌病。可是他們並沒有被追殺。實際上壓力源是被安置在斑馬圍欄裡兩隻駭人的南非水牛(Cape Buffalo)，而柵欄和壕溝讓動物無法逃脫。
About Obesity
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Firmicutes :The abundance of Firmicutes was observed to be proportionate to the obesity levels in the mice, with the obese, conventional mice carrying significantly more Firmicutes than the lean germ free mice . Along with increased fatty acid absorption, more energy was also found to be efficiently obtained from diet in the obese mice compared to the lean mice, illustrating the connection between Firmicutes and improved efficiency in energy harvesting.
The study shows that obese people have greater numbers of firmicutes (Gram - positive bacteria) in their interstine
; whereas thin people have greater bumbers of bacteroidetes there (gram-negative).
* circadian rhythmz, diurnal rhythm
人類身體的所有細胞，從表面的頭皮細胞到體內深處的心臟細胞，全部都包含了由Clock gene打造的計時器。這些計時器決定了一切。從你能燃燒多少卡路里到你何時想吃東西。科學家不止在動物細胞中找到這些計時器，也在植物、細菌、真菌和酵母菌的細胞中找到這些遠古的跨物種計時器。
Proceeding of the National Academy of Sciences上的一向嚙齒動物研究顯示，住在一直有光的地方的老鼠，其BMI和血糖濃度都高於住在標準光案循環下的老鼠。
About EuphoriaChapter Five - Addiction
David J. Linden, Autor of "The Compress of Pleasure"
他將人類在學習與訓練中體會到的快樂與其他成癮的神經生物連結在一起。
他寫道，學習跟賭博、購物與性等行為「能引發神經訊號，匯聚在名為“Medial forebrain pleasure circuit”的一小塊互相連結的大腦區域」。成功的犬隻訓練在愉悅迴路的驅使下，會製造出我們可以稱為“學習成癮”的狀態。Linden寫道，這些迴路也可能被像是古柯鹼、尼古丁、海洛因或酒精等人工活化劑所徵用。
note: 成隱性在個體間存在異質性，即每一生物個體對於相同的化學物質的反應皆有些微不同。
青春期的大腦俱有高度可塑性。若恰巧在大腦試圖校準整個系統是注入大量外來的強力報償化學物質到腦內，可能會造成終身的影響。他可能會影響耐受程度即反應的敏感度，綜觀不同的物種會發現，延遲第一次使用藥物的年紀，能有效防止成癮。
Sunday, September 14, 2014
Rapture
再回想近兩年的工作，除了再製程上人工的謬誤，演算法幾近讓人發笑，一個最簡單的算法可以被當作核心價值的部分。我們著眼于的，到底是一個愛慕虛榮的碎沫。我們盡可能的包裝，這些虛偽的色彩，這些的白種人傲慢的設計，這些似乎勾起購買欲望的宣傳影片：我們究竟還要製造多少人為垃圾？
現在的困難點在於自己市儈的部分。抉擇在抉擇之間其實說也沒太大分別了。
如果頭也不回
如果頭也不回
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儀式是彰顯全人類亞斯伯格症的基因缺陷。在秩序與無端的重複之下，你波動的心情是否已平復了呢。我們不相信信仰是精神病，我們甚至認為懷疑主義是某種精神疾病作祟：你好端端的照做，沒事的。
在儀式裡我們打扮可笑。是否記得在大學時期總是有個神秘的值星帶，他帶著反攻大陸的思想以及莫名的神（鬼）話故事。但也沒多少人相信了。在儀式裡，我們眾排成列，一層劃開一層，這些我無心玩的遊戲一下就安了上來。你山形狀的帽子在你的頭上看起來可笑，但你的眼神悲傷。請不要悲傷，儀式結束後，招魂的單子葉植物，你的廉價製造的不織布頭紗，你沒了根的花們，都會放進廢棄廠裡處置，邁向終亡。
在儀式裡，我距離情感遙遠。
在儀式裡我們打扮可笑。是否記得在大學時期總是有個神秘的值星帶，他帶著反攻大陸的思想以及莫名的神（鬼）話故事。但也沒多少人相信了。在儀式裡，我們眾排成列，一層劃開一層，這些我無心玩的遊戲一下就安了上來。你山形狀的帽子在你的頭上看起來可笑，但你的眼神悲傷。請不要悲傷，儀式結束後，招魂的單子葉植物，你的廉價製造的不織布頭紗，你沒了根的花們，都會放進廢棄廠裡處置，邁向終亡。
在儀式裡，我距離情感遙遠。
#人在儀式信仰裡失去判斷能力
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村裡的人認為她不是裝瘋就是卡到陰。她接受現代的藥物治療。治療的情況還甚不錯，她正常起居，吃飯，即使不快樂的臉在年輕時候老得太快。她很意外的看著我們（其實我們一樣大）。噢，我們大概六七年沒見面了（尤其那件事發生了以後）。
她靈魂是否被關進在軀體裡我們不得而知，我甚至連她的聲音都沒聽見。
其實我想多跟你說話。
她靈魂是否被關進在軀體裡我們不得而知，我甚至連她的聲音都沒聽見。
其實我想多跟你說話。
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夢醒了的很緩慢，其後我奇怪著這世界。
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我們的關係像是一個不存在的記憶。於是，我開始遺忘過去的那些是什麼
它逐漸變成存在的遺忘
Saturday, September 13, 2014
Nymphomaniac || Plateforme draft
如果我不了解愛，了解其他一切又有何用？
Nymphomaniac: Volume I
“一開章，從男主角Michel父親的死，導出了他對於生命的平淡態度。「為什麼，更廣泛地說，我生命中從沒對任何事情感受到真正的熱情呢？」他工作、他看電視、他度過每一天，如此冷靜。下班後去看的真人秀，不過是某種發洩，就像其他人會狂吃甜食一樣。他去泰國參加書中描述的第一次渡假，一樣的平淡，他評價他的同團旅伴，但仍像是置身事外。用特別的觀點，講述講述「性旅遊」。至此，我仍覺得這些文字用藥過猛，只能說是低俗。”
The taxi
They don't have touch
http://www.taipeifestival.org.tw/blogContent.aspx?ID=605
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