some notion about the web.

copied from the blog writer: de snowshoe rabbit

i have to say that i agree with her point but on the facebook

these months i had lost myself in it and i really don't know why am i alway hanging on and have nothing left? for every word and  emotions , ups and downs , and seldom did the right thing i thought. maybe it's about the time to quit it.

the following is the writer 's statement 

I fell off the face of the internet months and months ago. I've decided to come back. At least I think I have. I don't really know. Blogging involves directly confronting my semi-latent self-loathing on a regular basis. Besides, having a personal style blog always felt a little self involved/fucking stupid, what with the pouty poses, constant photos, and fretting over what I'm going to wear that day due to the fact that I feel the need to broadcast it to a bunch of virtual (literally) strangers. I am kind of boring sometimes. And I need to be boring sometimes. Ok. So.

What have I been doing all this time? Have I been naked thus not seeing any point in blogging? Do I hate the interwebs? In answer to these questions: I have not been naked, mostly. I kind of hate the internet. And as to what, pray tell, have I been up to in all these months: in short, I drank a looooot, got more manic than I already was, went to Portland, made some severely dubious substance/bipolar disorder induced decisions, did too many drugs, ended up in a "treatment facility" (rehab? mental institution?), did a lot of painting there, got medicated, and now, at long last, I'm back in the certifiably sane (?) world where I can once again possess pocket sized mirrors, drink wine and beer, have a cell phone, use scissors unsupervised, and eat marinated pork (aka pastor) tacos (my all time fav). Seriously. Eat a pastor taco at your local mexican joint as soon as possible. Put guac on it. Swoon. And drink a michelada with it. (lime juice and Tecate sometimes with a little tomato juice. Sound gross? It isn't.)

but i have to write something on the blog. just for the suck reason of preparing TOEFL!